Monday, May 25, 2009
It gets on my nerves. Badly. I cannot understand why things are the way it is.
Is it just me? Is it pms.... sigh
When the time of the month comes, I'll be super irritated even at the slightest thing.
It wasn't even a discussion.
This wed. Issues have to be worked out.. if not the whole period when we're there will prob be a whole torture. (at least for me)
Am I a difficult person to work with?
I guess I just cannot accept the differences in which some people work? I guess I need people to justify at least the way they work things out??
Sorry chel for not being able to tell you on the spot how i feel cos there's just too many things going through my head and I dun wan to be all emotional...
Signing off...Tingyu^^
Monday, May 18, 2009
'Boys over flowers' finally ended. That was definitely much better than the taiwan 'liu xing hua yuan'.. boys that really look like princes haha. not just those anyhow pick from the streets kind :P
Storyline's better too... well at least.. it makes more sense.
Can't believe that i actually picked out lines in the drama..
lines like 'heal the heart with art and sick with medicine' hmm ? strange hur
and something like 'carrying 700,000 employees (families) on your shoulders...see if you'll mature with that overnight'
Well, I'm someone who's so drawn into the drama that I felt as though I was one in the show. I felt their joy, their pain...phrases like the 700,000 struck me hard as I step into the next phase of life. It's already stressful supporting a single family or two, what more to say for those who are high up in the hierarchy. Yet it is also my prayer and wish that those who are chairing MNCs and large local firms to consider that shoulder of responsibilities before themselves so that those families that live off that important source of income will not perish for no good reason.
No matter how many times I watch this drama, I'll cry.. silly because I've watched it like an umpteen times. I'm a crybaby. I wonder if my tears dry dry one day, will I still be the girl whom I know today (ok.. sounds funny..)
....I must stop dwelling in such rich-pretty-princes-ugly-poor-girl fantasy....
So back to reality..
Life's been like a dream too..
This sem has been so hectic, I was hardly aware of what went on...
I couldn't believe how I pull through all the assignments and commitments all at the same time.
It can only be by God's grace, power and strength.
It's hard to believe a kid like me can even get into the University. Though I dream big, I've never really actualise those silly dreams... so in fact, they remain dreams.
Being able to be a part of NUS, Eusoff, UROPS, VCF(ECF), the Mongolia team (G-cube) has been a privilege.
Because life is so unpredictable that I can only give my trust in the one who gives and sustains life. He who is the Alpha and the Omega..the beginning and the end.
Who would have expected the one who encouraged me and constantly kept me in prayers be on the same team that she has told me to stay with. The rest must meet her. They must see her faith and love. And these will encourage the rest. Thank you Lord for all that you have planned. If given a choice, I will go through all the pain again. Because only through pain and struggles, can a person be made stronger, in Christlikeness. Complete, mature, not lacking anything and be able to receive the crown of life. (James 1)
Signing off...Tingyu^^
Saturday, May 09, 2009
It's time to revive this blog...!
Signing off...Tingyu^^
