Sunday, January 30, 2005
hey hey im vvv happy today haha.surf and sweat cool.came in 19th in position wor...thanks to brother bear Jiajie.Run so fast n being such a good teacher haha. SUrfing (or rather peddling) was soo sooo fun!! i wanna go again rite after i finish my event. Forgot i can take part in more den 1 event.. cld have taken part with Allen in mixed open.O well.next yr ba.have to.maybe next yr have to challenge myself to take part in woman's open.. but got to compete with ms ang...?n ms tan..? oh man.
Im so tired..again.yes.hit someone on his shoulder while i nodded away on the train back home.
have to prepare for SPA now..sounds nice ah...got massage n all..ya rite..
Bio SPA = memorise ans n puke it all out again...
*女孩*沙滩*阳光*蓝天*白云*大海*男孩*
Signing off...Tingyu^^
Saturday, January 29, 2005
Went out for super late dinner today with team mates.first time haha.quite fun.
is there anything wrong with being a friend to someone whom the other group of ppl you mix with find irritating? Im just kept in the dark lah bout some stuff.. cos im so SUPER BLUR.not OBSERVANT enough...heh.n they dun wan to tell me exactly what they are talking about..
perhaps sometimes it's better not to noe..
tired.."BE still and know that I am God." this sounded in my head for quite a while n ppl told me bout it.. well God, perhaps it's just another way of you telling me what to do right now in the midst of all my work...confusion.. i just have to sit down n be still. was asking mrs low what it means to glorify.. meaning to do my best in all things n leave the rest to God.. that used to be my policy.. A simple faith, holding on to a PROMISE that i believe will never fail.I guess i just got more confused after knowing more..
Hurray.. going to sentosa on sun.. SURF n SwEAt.cool har.there's the goodie bag..the super cool 1..:P n the sun, the sea, the sand lolx. n tml's xinni's birthday chalet.. haven decide wad to get for her. telling her not going but in fact I am, wanna give her a pleasant surprise.. just hope that she wldnt be too upset with me not going haha.
tml's the only day to study le...gonna be so so busy haha.. zZZzz gonna sleep..it's late..im tired from training.. nitey
Signing off...Tingyu^^
Wednesday, January 26, 2005
Im missing you again my dear mann mann.. all of the sudden.. it's been so long since i last heard from you.. are your exams over? today's a tiring day.. tired mentally.. dunno wad im thinking also.many thoughts ran thru my mind..but it's all so confused.. jumbled up.. i cant think str.. cant think properly.dunno how to think... din play well today,wasnt focused at all.erroneous.what's wrong with me sia... old partner cried today... she wasnt focused i guess..sth on her mind i dunno.. i dunno wad to say..to comfort her.. felt so lousy. i want to play to honour God's name.. but how can i do it? i dunno..im not putting much effort.. :X in my work too i guess.. im such a sotong.. lazybum sigh. teach me not to spiritualise things O Lord.. zzz tired...tml got prayer meeting.. better sleep earlier..
Signing off...Tingyu^^
Tuesday, January 25, 2005
new year's ard the corner.so good.new washing machine.new hi-5 set.cool.hopefully i'll get an mp3 too hee.
today's super warm.have to run in this terrible weather... but the run was better than yesterday.at least i din slack that much.came back ard 12+min. y must i always get nagged for being late for lesson.. not that i wan to be late.just cant leave adora alone rite.Tried to leave early le but well.no point explaining.they would think that's an excuse again.
got to get ear studs. cant wear that dangling 1.. wanted to get that long ago.. but forgot about it somehow,din have the time to think of it.and anw it's so troublesome to change.Comply to the school rules ba. since God has placed authority over me.Try not to get into trouble too..
Why must that OM stare at me every morning when i come to sch!! just because i cycle and i enter the sch where all other vehicles do..
spa mock attained only level 4.how to force myself to swallow every single word on that "Guide to success"..SPA..quite rubbish.. doing and practising for the sake of doing and scoring for 'A's.Even the teacher said it was crap.haha.
gonna bathe now...smelly me slack til now since i reached home 2 freaky hours ago.
-Some people see thigns as they are and ask why-
-others dream things that never were and ask why not.-
-what your mind can conceive and believe.-
-It can achieve.-
Signing off...Tingyu^^
Monday, January 24, 2005
think im the one who did the most pumping today.. sian diao!!! one mistake 3 pumping during training.. keep making mistakes (get the shuttle over mah!! sigh-_-"). do until my knee bo pi.. but well it's a good reminder. keeps me chasing after every shuttle.
morning run was lousy.. slacked all the way.. forgot totally about God.about his honour.about the gift he gave.was able to run lah but i chose to slack. Den felt like rubbish the whole day.Lousy.
it's tough resisting temptations. but when i remember the joy n fun i have while running with God, while playing my game, doing my work with him.. all the hard work is worthwhile...
im tired..wanna go sleep le.
-The JOy of my Lord is my STRENGth-
Signing off...Tingyu^^
Saturday, January 22, 2005
Was talking bout a purpose-driven life. Whats my purpose in life?
Watched "chariots of fire" and tot it was the most inspriring movie i've ever watched. It was good. As an athlete, the contents were even closer to my heart.
" I believe God made me for a purpose, for China. He also made me FAST. when I run I feel his PLEASURE....It's not just fun, to win is to HONOUR Him!" -Eric Liddell
"So where does all the power come from..? It comes from within.."
"God gives us gifts and it is our duty to put them into good use. Muscular Christian is what we want to set up notice..Run, run in God's name and let the world stand back and wonder. Run in perfection.."
have to consider my roles to play.. a daughter, a student, child of God, team player, a friend, ... where my commitments and priorities are will be where my heart lies.
Time is life.
Time is opportunity.
Time is my record.
Wasting time = wasting life..
"Today's a blessing, tomorrow's a mystery. Live well this day and pray hard for the next." this quote just came to my mind when i was writing a commentary on the tsunami. Life is so precious. We never know when our time is up. So treasure each day and appreciate the people around us before they are gone..
Signing off...Tingyu^^
