there's an evangelistic event put up by my church especially to celebrate both mothers' and fathers' day today. I longed to bring them there..and after that for dinner together with the church at expo.. yet i never have the courage to ask them. It's always a burden on my heart.How i long too that I'll see them enjoying a relationship with Jesus and that they stop living life that's so meaningless...
What is stopping me...? Their scoldings..their loathing...their hatred towards Christianity..why..?

But what can I say when my testimony at home is so bad... I admit.

I'm trying, trying... to be the very good girl at home. To be the very obedient girl that they have always wanted. Will that please them? Will they listen to me when God finally grant me the opportunity to tell them about the good news of God's love?

I leave all to God's timing... Yet on my part.. I've got to live a life of light.So that I can brighten their paths and show them the Ultimate Being who light up my life in the 1st place.

When they finally see the change God has made in my life, when God finally change their hearts to turn to Him will they listen... N I pray that my Lord will give me the wisdom, the courage, the understanding to tell them the gospel. For how can they believe in one whom they have not heard? How can they hear when no one preaches to them? N i want to be sent.. to tell them God loves them.. n so do i..

tot that he sang well n i like the song.. though campus superstar was long forgotten news.. hee.anw..enjoy yourself!! :) of cos .. there's zhiyang's 一首简单的歌 ;)

You Are 16 Years Old

Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe. 13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world. 20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences. 30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more! 40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.

Gosh... im really young at heart... hmmm MAN! it's time to grow UP!! :S

Tech Support: Yes, ... how can I help you?

Customer: Well, after much consideration, I've decided to install Love. Can you guide me through the process?

Tech Support: Yes. I can help you. Are you ready to proceed?

Customer: Well, I'm not very technical, but I think I'm ready. What do I do first?

Tech Support: The first step is to open your Heart. Have you located your Heart?

Customer: Yes, but there are several other programs running now. Is it okay to install Love while they are running?

Tech Support: What programs are running?

Customer: Let's see, I have Past Hurt, Low Self-Esteem, Grudge and Resentment running right now

Tech Support: No problem, Love will gradually erase Past Hurt from your current operating system. It may remain in your permanent memory but it will no longer disrupt other programs. Love will eventually override Low Self-Esteem with a module of its own called High Self-Esteem. However, you have to completely turn off Grudge and Resentment. Those programs prevent Love from being properly installed. Can you turn those off?

Customer: I don't know how to turn them off. Can you tell me how?

Tech Support: With pleasure. Go to your start menu and invoke Forgiveness. Do this as many times as necessary until Grudge and Resentment have beencompletely erased.

Customer: Okay, done! Love has started installing itself. Is that normal?

Tech Support: Yes, but remember that you have only the base program.You need to begin connecting to other Hearts in order to get the upgrades.

Customer: Oops! I have an error message already. It says, "Error - Program not run on external components ." What should I do?

Tech Support: Don't worry. It means that the Love program is set up to run on Internal Hearts, but has not yet been run on your Heart. In non-technical terms, it simply means you have to Love yourself before you can Love others.

Customer: So, what should I do?

Tech Support: Pull down Self-Acceptance; then click on the following files: Forgive-Self; Realize Your Worth; and Acknowledge your Limitations.

Customer: Okay, done.

Tech Support: Now, copy them to the "My Heart" directory. The system will overwrite any conflicting files and begin patching faulty programming. Also, you need to delete Verbose Self-Criticism from all directories and empty your Recycle Bin to make sure it is completely gone and never comes back.

Customer: Got it. Hey! My heart is filling up with new files. Smile is playing on my monitor and Peace and Contentment are copying themselves all over My Heart. Is this normal?

Tech Support: Sometimes. For others it takes awhile, but eventually everything gets it at the proper time. So Love is installed and running. One more thing before we hang up. *Love is Freeware. Be sure to give it and its various modules to everyone you meet. They will in turn share it with others and return some cool modules back to you.*

Customer: Thank you, God.


++copied from the cheezel blog ;) ++

hi guys..
haven been updating.. lazy, busy..hee
Just paid the registration fee for NUS hostel yesterday.Went there twice in a week.The trip there is horribly long haha. perhaps it's because the schools that i attend all my life are just around my estate..Yep have decided to stay in Eusoff Hall. At first i did not even attend to such a thought of staying there until the trip there and under KY's influence haha.. yeah intend to stay with her in a double room. Dont know if it would be granted to us.
Gonna be a challenge.. to live independently.haha got to learn to be disciplined afterall no one is going to restrict me now...God is watching..

so silly of me... :S

"Although they know God's righteous decree that those who do such things deserve death, they not only continue to do these very things but also approve of those who practice them."
Romans 1: 32...

do you live a righteous life today?? what does it take to live a righteous life..?

Im truly amazed how my Lord God works...cos he touches lives miraculously, changes them wonderfully at His own pace, His own perfect timing...

I was unfaithful. Doubted because of my own sins, yet God was faithful.Always.Still preserving me.

When I look upon the natural world, the only reason why it is orderly governed by natural laws has to be because an intelligent Designer is behind this beautiful creation. God has to exist.n He is my God who gave His son to save the world from sin.. cos He loves the world. God has to be real and has given me a purpose to live rightly, joyfully. Not delusion, but the one truth from the Bible..

It's time i learn how to die to my self desires, die to self.Just as
"unless a kernel of wheat falls to the ground and dies, it remains only a single seed. But if it dies, it produces many seeds."John 12:24 This is truth. To live a fruitful life, I need to learn how to die to my desires, deny myself and pick up my cross daily to follow Christ.

The power of God who turns situations around, something good will always come out of what seems worst at that particular point in time. I have recognised and learnt. God is good.. all the time.
Today I received a message from a girl whom I've known since sec sch and have always wanted to challenge her to ground her faith in God's word the last time we met. Apparently, she did not really accept my offer and I felt like I was pushing too hard, so I decided to leave it as it was. I thank God, n praise the Lord for the constant work of the Holy Spirit in her life that today she yearns for the Word of God.

"Blessed are the poor in spirit,
for theirs is the kingdom of heaven.
Blessed are those who hunger and thirst for righteousness,
for they will be filled." Matt 5:3,6

Yes, she will be blessed. We will be blessed by God's grace. Not physical/material/temporal terms, but eternally, spiritually to enjoy God forever! that's the promise... Will you too come to have life intended by God initially and not one that's filled with all kinds of evil today?