Thursday, August 31, 2006
hey..Long time no blog... gonna revive this blog haha.realise many websites have been flooding my tagboard and the comment section.. anyone knows how to get rid of them... ??hmm..Anyway.. here comes update of my life ::I'm currently in Eusoff Hall.. has been staying here for almost a month.been slacking actually.. trying to study.Starting to love Eusoff especially when most of the seniors are rather approachable and of cos, my OG! fun people.. Most importantly is that... I want to be included in shaping the future of Eusoff. My burden - the Eusoffians..I've been wondering since the start of my hall life if I'm supposed to be here in the 1st place. The road ahead seems blur and when bidding starts, hall activities start, my life turns upside down. was no longer spending regular time with God, no longer living a life that pleases Him(well, believe it or not, I know..if God is angry or not...) But this period of time is also a time that shows me how inadequate I am.. Tingyu..nothing but just a pack of dust without Christ. was telling CG that I did not enter Uni with the mentality of getting a degree.. but with the heart to share the truth about Christ.. a true story close to my heart, the God that changed my life and shaped my character..something eternal. After I enter, this focus shifted... I want to love God, I want to do His will, yet im overcomed by my own sinful desires to just do what I want.. God was faithful.. to draw me back to him. The experience is indescribable.. the joy of knowing the One who gives me breath and sustain my day once again... to obey and trust in Him. Nothing beats that moment of peace from God.I remember at one point during CF, I thought.. with God behind me.. when he says "All authority in heaven and on earth has been given to me. Therefore go and make disciples of all nations, baptising them in the name of the Father and of the Son and of the Holy Spirit, and teaching them to obey everything I have commanded you..And surely I am with you always, to the very end of age."(matt 28-18-20) there shouldnt be any fear..any lack of courage to share this good news from Jesus.. I'm learning to place my confidence in God..hmm.. side-tract abit,actually Im quite distracted now.. dunno if im making sense haha cos it's been quite a while after I've got all my thoughts sorted out so I think I sound quite messy. There's just too much to express..Generally, I'm really glad now..cos God made my day.. (through very hard lessons.haha) :)All that I am, all that I have
I lay them down before you O Lord
All my regrets, all my acclaim
The joy and the pain, I'm making them yours
Chorus:
Lord I offer my life to You
Everything I've been through
Use it for your glory
Lord I offer my days to You
Lifting my praise to You
As a pleasing sacrifice
Lord I offer You my life
Things in the past, things yet unseen
Wishes and dreams that are yet to come true
All of my hopes, all of my plans
My heart and my hands are lifted to You.
::"My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weaknesses." 2 cor 12:9 ::
Signing off...Tingyu^^
