Being involved hall has been one of my greatest joy and pain so far. The joy comes from participating in every single happening event in hall and the pain comes from isolating myself from it.
I hope that my last year in hall be the most fruitful one. Realise I said hall and not school? Life in hall defines my life in University. I am so sure that my life in Uni will just be a study-go home kind of life if not for hall. It has taken up so much of me that I now cant seem to live without it.
Every Sem break, I'll refuse to go home because I know its another 3 months before the next big Eusoff production will be showcased. And I can't wait to be part of it! However, when Sem starts and I have to move back to hall again, I dreaded to move things back.. I was so comfortable at home.
How can I manage my final year in nus such that I get the best out of both worlds.. Graduate with a honorable degree, reasonable grades and leaving hall with the best memories, contributing, even if its my last year.

Yet, how can I forget the God of my life.. the one and only Lord Jesus Christ who saved me and continue to sanctify me. I am torn between my desires and your love. Your love for your people, your eternal plan for your people.
Break my heart what break yours Lord... As I look upon Your face, reassure me Lord that You'll be there when I cry because of the sacrifices I have to make, reassure me Lord that Your glory is much more worthwhile and forever than anything I can possess now. Tell me once again Lord that You love me and You'll help me to live without Eusoff. Help me to focus on what is important Lord. Remind me the lives I see out there are more important than anything else in the world and who knows where they are heading... Show me Lord Your might and Power. Remind me Lord of the good things you have given.
Teach me to number my days aright, that I may gain a heart of wisdom. (Ps 90:12)
Teach me Lord to always rejoice, always pray and always live a life worthy of Jesus.