I'm supposed to be doing Jap now.. after putting it on hold for a while to study for that super content heavy LSM 2103... and chiong LSM2104 last night. Now I'm just spacing out... gotten some time to write down what went through these few days... grossed..

So... I've been mugging for LSM2103 since last tues and break on thurs to do proj.. but wasted time instead.. on both days. I realised I cannot stop mugging.. if there's a break.. i'll just be distracted totally. My MUGGING ENGINE stops functioning. heh
There's so much to remember.. even the most diligent mugger has trouble memorising all the protein channels and receptors and what not... somehow after a while.. all the sequences and recogntion particles and processes look the same to me... who cares which organelle they are in.. haha
Study until I cry on mon night sia.. 读不完的咯。。为什么!! Prayed for comfort and rest and indeed God was good... I felt asleep and had a good night's rest even though it was only 5 hours. It must have been God's divine appointment that the questions seem fine.. haha(well I have the impression that everything would be bad...it turned out alrights) Nevertheless I was kinda worried.. so I prayed and trusted God..
*ok .. the reason why I'm so stressed is because this idiotic CA is 25% and if i screw up the tests(still have 1 more), I'm almost halfway gone... taking into consideration that my CAP remains no where near 3.0.. its legitimate reason to be troubled ya.. -_- And then the more I think about it, the more I panick and forget things that I studied. o well .. God was faithful.

What a RELIEF from that heavy boulder...

Then returning from that horrible exam venue, I slept and reminded myself to start mugging AGAIN... sigh.. missing my training..missing the DP supper.. being stressed again.. I lost my appetite even though I was really hungry. Had some very light stuff and continue to sort the very messy 2104 notes. Slept at 2am again...
Was 10min late... but I couldnt be bothered already.. super tired. Thank God the questions werent as tedious.. still need some flipping... and its 15%.. I was too tired to be bothered I guess..Tried to make good guesses and with a few flips(its open book), I finished my paper... I thought it was a 2h paper.. but turned out to be 1h.. thank God that I didnt spend time flipping for the 1st few questions...

After which its happy hour!! hee.. went Ikea with Yanhao, Seng, Ben to have a good breakfast, chat and shopping~~ But now... even after getting my mind off work for a few hours, downed cups of coffee, I still feel like a piece of..... nua sai. I'm nodding away in front of my lappie... yet my mind is telling me to do work..(it must be the caffeine!..I'm a walking zombie...)

Mosquitoes... stop biting me... I'll bite u ah! -_- (entropic....? need to add some enthalpy..)

:P

K.. its time for Jap... Ciaos~