Monday, August 27, 2007
I feel like Jacob... many times..
He robs his brother of his birthright and cheated his father for blessings rightfully for his brother.. Yet God still bless him and blessed the nations through him..
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For he says to Moses, "I will have mercy on whom I have mercy, and I will have compassion on whom I have compassion."
Romans 9 :15
GRACE this is called.. that the undeserving gets the gift.
God's grace was upon all humans when he gave his Son on the cross, when the sun shines on us all everyday, when we breathe each moment..
Many people do all things to lay hands finally on what they want/desire regardless of their methods... despicable or what not.. Yet God loves these people anyway.. showing them grace and showing them the one way back to Him.. that one day these people, robbers, rapists, murderers, liars.. anyone to come back to Him..
til then.. may the world proclaim with Jacob that "the Lord will be my God"..
I too.. live upon the grace of my Lord God Almighty. Praise Him!
Signing off...Tingyu^^
Wednesday, August 08, 2007
You taught me what it means to love God and what it means to love others today...Being Considerate towards others..even when I have to give up what I want badly in order to give them the best...Continue to bless Your name even in down times..."Then one of the scribes came, and having heard them reasoning together, perceiving that He had answered them well, asked Him, “Which is the first commandment of all?” Jesus answered him, “The first of all the commandments is: ‘Hear, O Israel, the LORD our God, the LORD is one. And you shall love the LORD your God with all your heart, with all your soul, with all your mind, and with all your strength.’This is the first commandment. And the second, like it, is this: ‘You shall love your neighbor as yourself.’ There is no other commandment greater than these.”"12 : 28- 31In this times that I have great difficulties accepting.. I ought to find Your sovereign hands upon them... Help me to submit..Then again, Lord, you draw me back again into your hands.When these 2 greatest commandments are unfulfilled, that makes me the greatest sinner. And Jesus died for me.. So I cry holy.. worthy.. majesty, Far above all the earth.. You are my God, my Lord and King..When will I ever learn to love my God, Lord and King wholeheartedly?
Signing off...Tingyu^^
Wednesday, August 01, 2007
Had lunch with daniel and hannah yesterday afternoon in munchie monkey. I felt envious all the sudden seeing these two siblings bickering with each other.. cos I would never have a chance to do that. I may have bickered with brothers-in-christ before but it'll never be the same if this brother is blood bonded as well.. how nice would that be if i only i have a real brother who dines in the afternoon with me... *emo*O well.. I finally decided to make my way to Yishun to consult that dermatologist who successfully treated a friend's acne problem. Ok yea... like Uncle Victor said, I visited the doctor for vanity reason :X... hey! look at it this way, its a health problem too~!!So I spent 275 bucks on my 1st visit... treatment plus oral medicine plus facial wash.. come to think of it, its quite reasonable hur. This private clinic is like a mini polyclinic by itself I tell you.. there's counters 1-3 and specific 'nurses' taking care of specific things. The dermatologists come only at night and apparently many people visit them. I had to wait for almost an hour even when I reached there early... Can you imagine how long I've to wait if I went there late.. When I leave the clinic at about 8 i saw almost 10 odd patients in the clinic. 1 patient can take up to about 15 - 20 mins? no wonder their clinic has to stop attending to incoming patients at 930.Hopefully this whole clinical treatment will do justice to my face... :Phmm I'm so tired these days.. why!!?? must be because there's a lack of exercise. Getting lazier.. I just wan to rest, stay in a corner and read a book. hmm.. must find a good book to read then :D okix gotta go... will share some ian hamilton's write up in my next entry~
Signing off...Tingyu^^
爱上一个不该爱的人
想念一个不该想念的人
那是怎么样的滋味。。。
Signing off...Tingyu^^
