currently.. i mean NOW! there's a horrible huge green bug stuck in this corner of my room.. n I HATE IT! so scared that it'll crawl out and start flying around.. esp if it flies towards me i'll just freak out. My dad refuse to catch it for me can!! HORRIBLE! :~(

anw..
my day.. was an eventful one. Went to church early in the morning, had BS on marriage..(what a topic u must be thinking..but hey! its a relevant 1.. hee), then 1st time rush through my lunch on a sun for the sake of choir. The session was really awkward. I couldnt understand a word Hannah was saying about pressing your tummy or blah blah blah.(see! cant even remember) so was thinking to myself, I think i still belong to kbox haha bluff myself into thinking i can sing very well but in fact i cant! hee. Went through a short german class so as to pronounce those german letters for this new piece of song, seriously... I dont feel like going back alr.. but i shall pray anw. if i should serve in this area. :P
Then.. pastor gave me a lift to tamp hee was so super glad! dun have to take the long bus ride. I ended up sleeping in the sports hall while waiting for lesson to start. Thank God there were only 4 kids today and very well behaved hee. I gave the 3 boys some girl names. haha.. John(Janice), Samuel(Sharmine), Jerrold (Cheryl.. initially i heard wrongly.. so i contd to tease him haha C:) Was fun playing with these kids hee
Come dinner. Mum chu stunts.. ask if i wan sushi today.Obviously i wanted it! hee
After a long queue at the restaurant just beside Tamp swimming complex, we finally got to eaT! But the food.. was... to me and my parents.. the worst jap food we've come across. not that we've eaten many different stalls but.. yea. i think it's quite bad la. green tea tasteless, the sushi choices were few, not fresh, rice not sticky, too much vinegar, the soup was salty, the 'stone bowl' rice thingy was.. ok nvm, softshell crab at sakae tastes much better, .... etc etc
so .. its not really worth the money and time waiting.
I've been eating alot recently man... I can feel the fat and every single bad cholesterol, lard.. storing in my body, feels heavier, feels more breathless.. :S o man!!

When I see my peers sitting with their family members in church, I become envious of them. When will I see my parents coming to church together with me, sitting beside me, singing hymms with me, small talk during the announcement time and reading God's words with me.. ??
they might be thinking the same way like when will I be around at home watching news with them and stuff like that.. but .. what can be more precious than having a relationship with the One who created you and sustained your lives! There's so much I wan to tell my parents about God but I just cant bring myself to do it. Its ironic how I can tell others about Jesus but find it hardest to break it to my loved ones...

Whenever I see Uncle Victor, it always reminds me of the hug he gave me that 1st day i played soccer in Batam. When I felt kinda disappointed when I kept kicking the ball into my own goal, he gave me a hug! I felt it strange at the moment but subsequently felt very warm deep down. Perhaps cos even my own daddy doesnt hug me(when im so old now) the way he did and i've probably yearned for it. A daddy's hug. It was encouraging lo .. fatherly kindness and love. God has blessed Sarah (the little girl in my church) with such a wonderful earthly dad. Well, looking at my family, I ought not to complain too much la.. at least Im still staying with both my parents, they love me and give me the best.. for that.. I should already thank God and praise Him!

ok.. i dun wan to get all emo.. shall stop here and go n zz.. hee