thinking hard about what chia said yesterday..
depth vs breadth.
some people wants depth but doesnt wan to put in the effort. speaks of me.
i get so bored with readings.

nothing can really sustain my interest for a very long time so does it mean im cut out for breadth than depth?
As we get older, we'll realise we can never have everything that we want.
Choose and prioritize.
I think I'm too greedy to even want to choose. Or lazy perhaps to attempt to find out what I really like. I'm almost always following the crowd.. because swimming against the current is tough.

what happen to that long lasting and intimate relationship with my dear Lord God.. am I drifting away cos the whole money issue starts to pressure... the struggle is real. When God draws Jacob nearer to Him, He broke one of Jacob's limb.....