Monday, January 01, 2007
Happy new year to all~! ;) have you set any new year resolutions? Im gonna set mine soon.. haha get my life readjusted. Cant play so much.. was shocked when i saw my results... haix.. 2.7.I didnt expect myself to do well neither did i expect to do so badly. Well, look ahead, its a bad start for a freshie like me but press on!!
I've been having some problems with my mum... sometimes just cant stand the way she controls me... there's really something wrong with the way she expresses her love.. 真的是打是疼,骂是爱吗!!??? haha den can she love me less that way.. lolx.
Still its only right that i put up with her and her temper..no matter how long she has to take to learn how to curb her temper and being flickered.
"Honor your father and your mother, as the LORD your God has commanded you, so that you may live long and that it may go well with you in the land the LORD your God is giving you." Deu 5:16
I still get emotionally hurt very frequently.. im just sensitive to the way that some people treat me la.. so i'll keep things in my heart and ponder about them.. think and think until i cry and gets bitter.. but my Lord will heal me.. im sure.. i shall leave this in 2006 and grow stronger in 2007...
"Consider it pure joy, my brothers, whenever you face trials of many kinds, because you know that the testing of your faith develops perseverance. Perseverance must finish its work so that you may be mature and complete, not lacking anything."James 1:2-4
"If any of you lacks wisdom, he should ask God, who gives generously to all without finding fault, and it will be given to him. But when he asks, he must believe and not doubt, because he who doubts is like a wave of the sea, blown and tossed by the wind. That man should not think he will receive anything from the Lord; 8he is a double-minded man, unstable in all he does."James 1:5-7
"Blessed is the man who perseveres under trial, because when he has stood the test, he will receive the crown of life that God has promised to those who love him. "James 1:12
Its hard to put up with a difficult person.. but my dear Lord Jesus put up with me...a difficult person too. and loves me enough to give up everything.including His honour, His pride, His life, His status as God, everything..I ought to live for Him, cos I owe my life to Jesus. God Almighty, my life-giver. Ought to continue living because He died for me. Its ok if i have to endure what is to come now. I need to readjust my life. i need to grow up... feed on solid spiritual food than baby food.. God help me... Life's a mess without You... restore your child and get her going..
" 'Our Father in heaven,
hallowed be your name,
your kingdom come,
your will be done on earth as it is in heaven.
Give us today our daily bread.
Forgive us our debts,
as we also have forgiven our debtors.
And lead us not into temptation,
but deliver us from the evil one.' "
Matt 6:9-13
It's a new year, a new beginning.. stop being bitter Tingyu. Rejoice! For the Lord is with me... i want to dwell in the house of the Lord forever.
"Rejoice in the Lord always. I will say it again: Rejoice! ... The Lord is near!" Phil 4:4
Signing off...Tingyu^^
