there's an evangelistic event put up by my church especially to celebrate both mothers' and fathers' day today. I longed to bring them there..and after that for dinner together with the church at expo.. yet i never have the courage to ask them. It's always a burden on my heart.How i long too that I'll see them enjoying a relationship with Jesus and that they stop living life that's so meaningless...
What is stopping me...? Their scoldings..their loathing...their hatred towards Christianity..why..?

But what can I say when my testimony at home is so bad... I admit.

I'm trying, trying... to be the very good girl at home. To be the very obedient girl that they have always wanted. Will that please them? Will they listen to me when God finally grant me the opportunity to tell them about the good news of God's love?

I leave all to God's timing... Yet on my part.. I've got to live a life of light.So that I can brighten their paths and show them the Ultimate Being who light up my life in the 1st place.

When they finally see the change God has made in my life, when God finally change their hearts to turn to Him will they listen... N I pray that my Lord will give me the wisdom, the courage, the understanding to tell them the gospel. For how can they believe in one whom they have not heard? How can they hear when no one preaches to them? N i want to be sent.. to tell them God loves them.. n so do i..