frustrated...
stressed...
very irritated...
tired...physically, mentally, spiritually..

Working... responsibility ... working in this real n corrupted world is terrible....
Im so corrupted myself.. so unworthy before God... So unloving.. How can Christ die for me...

I dunno how long I can continue to stand working like that... struggling so much in me... wanting to give in yet knowing it's wrong at the same time... God..help me!

Im sorry twin.. sounded so harsh and unkind... im frustrated inside..not resolved within me. Things are confused and my patience is tested... I was frustrated with you too... maybe because of my pride,maybe because things didnt go my way... i refuse to understand your intention, even though it was so clear to me...

Keep me from sinning...
Govern my heart..
"The beginning of wisdom is the fear of the Lord...."