Thursday, March 23, 2006
countless blessings...:)
(=*TingYu*=)
Signing off...Tingyu^^
taken by a friend, it's like mirror image!! wow~
(=*TingYu*=)
Signing off...Tingyu^^
Wednesday, March 22, 2006
hi guys! im back after a long break to blog.. and update about my life.. my thoughts..
haven been thinking very much about what's going through me and what is exactly happening.. I guess I've somehow lost focus... and was weighed down by the tonnes of assignments that I have to complete, along with the lack of discipline to finish what i need to do on time.
Today is Project Serve finale... brought back many memories. How i started.. camp orion, chiong Street Evangelism and Contact Work, how I failed to be faithful.. how God was and worked miracles! I saw how His grace and mercy was upon everyone who stopped on the street to do a survey on Christianty for me. I wonder how i ever got to open up and crap with them. I wonder how i can just click with these girls whom I approach (but of cos not everyone...haha) I wonder how kayan and I can just meet the christians on the streets and challenge them further. Praise the LORD!!
If not for His wonderful plan... bringing me to SYFC to learn about Him, giving me this privilege to serve this eternal King. I will not be who I am today. Just through an application form handled to me by someone who is not even in any form of contact with YFC.. and here I am.. O Lord... use your vessel...
Well recently, it just reminds me how sovereign this God is whenever i tell others about how i get to learn and serve despite parental objection. Its amazing how He has kept me and helped me to persevere til today... how he used my rebellion to learn, turning what is bad to good..
There are the high and low moments..but more low(more impactful) than high i suppose.
High when......
I see the students enjoy themselves during a programme after all the hard work (shall not described how we managed to chiong... but by God's grace we did so..haha)
it's LUNCH with my supervisors and fellow co workers haha... fav fish soup stall..
christians stop and think about their lives
both christians and non believers want to know more
their perspective change..
I meet new friends to share the gospel to... and they actually listen...
i start to enjoy my ministry
see the growing ministry...
have fun with my students... etc....
But low when....
it's the moment of truth..-->> supervision... mid point checks...
students suddenly don't turn up for date
cannot contact some christian studentsi realise i fail to do what i ought to do...i'm not thinking... when Im supposed to..im crapping and playing a fool instead of giving constructive ideas when im supposed to...etcI guess the one important lesson i learnt from Project Serve is learning how to learn...maybe many times i think too highly of myself.haha PRIDE... not nice.it's a struggle i must admit.. it has been for a while. though i've learnt from orion that this pain of swallowing self-centered pride is for the Glory of God...there's nothing to regret.Changes are painful and it must be fast.Understanding and not applying is useless.But to learn means to change and apply what is right in God's eyes...
learn to pray... to depend on God.
The ending verses that boss gave... the characteristics of a leader. Mark 10:42 - 45
Not being great or first
Not showing off authority or being prominent
Not thinking about how we can be different all the time
Let a leader first be a servant, a slave
where a servant waits on his Master
and caters to the needs of others
where a slave live for the interest of the Master
because he belongs to the Master..
"For even the Son of Man(Jesus) did not come to be served, but to serve, and to give his life as a ransom for many." Mark 10:45
Signing off...Tingyu^^
Tuesday, March 07, 2006
I'm forgiven, because you were forsaken Im accepted you were condemed And im alive and well your sprit is within me Because you died and rose again Chorus:Amazing Love how can it be That your my king who died for me Amazing Love I know its true Its my joy to honor you in all i do i honor you You are my king, you are my king Jesus you are my king Jesus you are my king
Signing off...Tingyu^^
