Monday, September 26, 2005
take me to your place
its all about your grace
what right do i have to say
im better than others ard u gave
to you im jus another saved
which means im one who's forgiven
of all i have done before
have u ever feel guilty?
have u ever feel empty?
sometimes i jus feel like dying
not because of what i've went thru
jus my inner being deteriorating
i need some quiet time to think thru
often i need to be wise
but where does wisdom come from
can it be found at the sunrise
or will i be enlightened when it falls
"from the above" James exclaimed
Ask without a doubtful heart
n it shall be given generously to all who ask
where then does my heart lies?
do i really wan to be wise?
growing in wisdom in God's perspective
will it be difficult and authoritative?
i cant turn back now,no i could not
i cant deny the truth that You are God
but deep within i know
i desire the two worlds,best of both
a divided heart in me
its jus so hard to be gotten rid
will You, O Lord, take away the sinful being
and create in me a pure heart
so that i can comprehend your love for me
n be willing to submit to your authority
Signing off...Tingyu^^
"Hide your face from my sins and blot out all my iniquity.
Create in me a pure heart, O God,
and renew a steadfast spirit within me.
Do not cast me from your presence or take your Holy Spirit from me.
Restore to me the joy of your salvation
and grant me a willing heart, to sustain me.
Then I will teach transgressors your ways,
and sinners will turn back to you.
Save me from bloodguilt,O God,
the God who saves me,
and my tongue will sing of your righteousness." Psalms 51 :10-14
"The sacrifices of God are a broken spirit;
a broken and contrite heart." Psalms 51:17
Signing off...Tingyu^^
Friday, September 23, 2005
prelim's over... im happy but not quite. i dunno y.har.
not in the mood to blog... :X
rubbish mood...
i wan to sleep..
Signing off...Tingyu^^
if only i think twice if only i was patient
i need to continue the work...no matter how i regret now..
Signing off...Tingyu^^
Wednesday, September 21, 2005
hi pplz.... must check out the "super cute website" at the bottom of the tag board :) haha i noe it sound spastic but.... it's good. trust me. they are not jus cute... they depict God's love..just part of it though.Cos He's just 'Footprints' is my fav clip..Like my friend say the whole cartoon thing is ideal.. but it only is when ppl get the purpose behind it.Most of the time, they dont. They just think that they are cute n stop there... Will you give a bit more thought to the cartoons presented?
Signing off...Tingyu^^
Friday, September 16, 2005
Lord, grant to me a quiet heart
Before my examinations start
Teach me to use my leisure hours
To reinvigorate my powers
My mind from day-dreams liberate
Give me the will to concentrate
From all distractions set me free
That in my studies I may be
A student with this whole intent
To make my work a sacrament
From pains in heart, in love expel
All failure fears that therein dwell
And from my pillows drive away
All dark forebording of that day
Help me in faith to rest so deep
That I may have untroubled sleep
While notes and lessons I prepare
May I lose my zeal in prayer
And may I not forget to look
For daily guidance in Thy book
In quietness,confidence and peace
May I have quick and sure release
From needless fears and apprehension
From outward strain and inward tension
And may I ever grateful be
While for myself I intercede
For other students too I plead
So may examinations find
Each one alert in heart and mind
Thus inward joy and peace-possessing
Exams will prove a source of blessing
Amen
Signing off...Tingyu^^
prelims now then comes the As.... Ailing say this is the worst period. Im feeling the stress.
im half way thru the prelude to As and as u can c 've been trying to bi guan xui lian, so haven been blogging :)
it's been fine so far.haha (im not talking about my grades) i mean my life.. God is so good..He's so good to me! though i din manage to cover all the syllabus, i manage to attempt all the questions on the paper.(good or bad attempt only) i was sick, cos i stayed up late...chat on the net.. n ate chocolate, i experience God's kindness on the day when i had to take 3 papers when i was terribly ill.i survived and all praise to God!
It's amazing how i always learn how to trust and lean on God more when exams come.Studying may be tough, but i noe He's always there to comfort me and give me rest. How His words spoke right at me when i felt totally irritated with myself.how his revelations teach me how to live thru this period.
"Consider it pure joy, my brothers, whenever you face trials of many kinds, because you know that the testing of your faith develops perseverance. Perseverance must finish its work so that you may be mature and complete, not lacking anything."James 1:2-4
Must be thinking this tingyu feng le.. haha how to be joyful when it's pure suffering now! haha..im struggling with that too.. but it's clear how god wants to teach me during trials n test my faith so that i'll...(ya read the above verse =p)
Jus pray that God will contd to see all of us through... His blessings in disguise :)
Signing off...Tingyu^^
Thursday, September 08, 2005
the tongue is really a fire.... sigh. i jus said the girl who sold me the ice cream was an idiot cos i suspect she was lying to me.trying to cheat me... saying that their volleyball match for north zone was next month... -_-" i must be an idiot too... haiz
Signing off...Tingyu^^