"And in the end, the truth will surface." how true... Thank you Yuyan for appreciating and accept me in the end. Of course,i really appreciate the effort of ppl ard me(yup that's u 27/04) put in to know me better.
I cant say that i've been a really good and kind hearted soul.In fact, til this day, I noe I'm still a sinner.I can never be good cos there's jus this rebellious streak in me that makes me refuse to listen and obey..(You noe who..haha God.) So there are many instances when i revert back to the old me..being entirely obsessed with myself n jus myself.(ie being selfish n attention seeking n everything.. haha) But I MUST say that this life changing experience I had these few years is something that I will NEVER trade with anything in the world. It was an extravagrant experience with God.
It had probably seem tough and upsetting at that point in time, I tot i would jus rot and die in TJC. Come to think of it now, God was good and he saw me through that difficult period. Again and again. I am aware of all I've changed and friends around me spoke to me about it before. Praise God..
If it's not the friends He placed in my life..those that encouraged me n tell me not to be so SENSITIVE..haha and brothers and sisters who helped me see things in Jesus' perspective..I'm probably still sulking today and driving in circles in my own little world. IF not for Your comforting words and instructions to take so that i'll live a life just to please You..i think im jus as good as dead...
"The LORD is my shepherd, I shall not be in want. He makes me lie down in green pastures, he leads me beside quiet waters, he restores my soul.He guides me in paths of righteousness for his name's sake. Even though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil,for you are with me; your rod and your staff, they comfort me. You prepare a table before me in the presence of my enemies. You anoint my head with oil; my cup overflows. Surely goodness and love will follow me all the days of my life, and I will dwell in the house of the LORD forever." Psalm 23
well the truth has surfaced and it doesnt matter anymore what happened in the past.. rumours are probably jus truth interpreted incorrectly..dun dwell upon it anymore i suppose cos at the end of the day, they are sure to pass away. Life is more than just that.
Life is full of CHOICES, y dun u choose a life that's purposeful and choose to live a joyful 1!?
Signing off...Tingyu^^
Just me
"Even youths grow tired and weary,
and young men stumble and fall;
but those who hope in the LORD
will renew their strength.
They will soar on wings like eagles;
they will run and not grow weary,
they will walk and not be faint." Isa 40:30-31
