Saturday, July 02, 2005
yay~ mid years over yesterday.. 2 papers at a go.so tired. overall the papers are tough but i guess 'doable' la... all i can say is i did my best.. n got to leave the rest in God's hands ;) anw.there's nth much i can do about it now. failing not the end of the world hah... looking forward to As.. 3 more mths and it's here. scary.got to start preparing.just told Aunt Lily... if there's something you wan to do.. try to do it well even if it's not a competition. Though we cant master all trades but we can at least try our best to attempt them right.. not at all bad. Esp when it comes to doing it for the right motive. For God.It's been tiring going through all the studies and chionging papers at the last min, it's like sprinting 1km lo.Lactic acid n oxygen debt incurred so much that i dun feel like moving anymore.Kinda picked up the momentum for studying alr, but i'll lose it soon. haha4 days of exams n 5 days holidays.. what more can i ask for man. this is cool. but 5 days are not enough for me to catch up with 'long lost' friends and do my ministry.. it's never enough la.im physically tired.. whenever im tired, more often than not, i lose my concentration....den i'll drag on n on with my nonsense.. when im tired, i dun feel like doing anything at all.. that includes praying... These few days had been great.. found my way back to God and learnt that only God's grace can give us Jesus, give us faith. to be saved. I really miss my relationship with God...I want to live a life
that's pleasing in God's sight
pick up my cross daily
to follow his footsteps tightly
not losing focus and passion
indulging myself in His mission
it's not about what i want
but what God desires
it's not about me having fun
but what my life shows to others
Materialistic, Relativitist, Atheist once
then comes along an amazing chance
to be changed person for the better
transformed to one that's of God's flatter
neither was i sprinkled golden powder
nor was i awaken by a deafening thunder
but Jesus gave simple faith so tender
so that i can be changed and saved forver
i seriously want to live a purposeful life
that is pleasing in God's sight.
Signing off...Tingyu^^
