a little bit of awareness
a little bit more conscious
a little bit more loving
a little bit more care

a world full of evil
by words we think it's trivial
a forest of fire
careless during trials

was i seeking attention
not that it's on purpose
perhaps just the enjoyment
when my actions were captured

im sorry but i do sin everyday
it's scary cos to God i dunno what to say
So forgiveness i have to pray
To be God centered and obey
Rather than self centered ending in dismay

how do i control myself?
or is it just having self control?
i guess its more than just so
it's my heart that i have to surrender
my body, my all, my soul

when i see my brothers and sisters so good with God's word
i wonder if i've really been a Christian
why have i confused my friend with my good intention
have i forgotten about the Spirit work and relied on my own action?
I want to understand and explain to others about God clearly
and i need to study the bible thoroughly
little wonder now if i'm going to study for the sake of competing with others
or really with the motive of knowing Him deeper and to be a better teacher

who can truly understand me
who can fathom my inner thoughts and struggle
who is able to encourage me without fail
who can stand by me forever
a friend?parents?a boyfriend?
if there is one person who is able to
Perhaps He is none other than Jesus Christ my Lord and Saviour