'Mr & Mrs Smith' was good! A MUST watch.. Brad Pitt is sho shuai n Angelina Jolie so cool haha.. storyline..overall it's kinda hilarious. Action comedy ^-^ it's the 2nd movie i watch this year.. seldom watch cos it's x n i watch only those that really interest me. the 1st was 'Phantom of the Opera' another good show. hee

Seems like im having insomnia recently, cant sleep til about 1+am.. no matter what time i get into bed.Have been thinking alot too.. necessary or not, the tots cant be gotten rid of.
Well, it's been quite a while since im feeling dry and away from God..Im not exactly happy.i dun feel the sense of joy n peace i used to enjoy when im walking close to Him. I realise im not practising what i preach too.

In my christian walk(recently rather) im rebellious lo. Short change quiet time, skip BS, take short cuts(listen to christian songs n get emotional),late for morning prayer mtgs, nvr go church, basically rather than doing what God wants, i do what i want --> which really make my life a mess. Little wonder who's god in my life now...
sometimes i find myself doing sth just to go thru the motions without a purpose. or sometimes i'l just do sth in order to please the people. typical people pleaser.Gotten rid of it once but seems like its coming back again.. anw im striving to please God than man cos i can never please man. We are just so 'unpleasable' haha. I do know the truth and rem it helps me to do what pleases God lo. Truth is truth, whether one sees it or not, it's there, cannot be changed. Having faith and trusting God has now become an everyday challenge... God told me not to worry cos He's always there for me. Hi s words came at just the right time. really a great encouragement. cos i was thinking that He must be so sick of my actions that he might leave.. n somemore i cant feel him. Which reminds me too.. this faith i have it's not all about feelings. it's about the Truth. Its about God. He led me to lead a life that's true to Him, true to myself, true to others... it's good having Christ...cos he's there to listen and then strengthen.

read on the papers.. another baby killed by young mother. n i wonder what would i do if i get pregnant myself.. will i abort it or keep it.. perhaps i'll keep it. i just have to learn it the hard way i guess...

gonna restrict from badminton n com for now since it's exactly 2 weeks away from JCT.. ya n what a time to restrict rite (so last min =p bleahz) away from temptations~ tata