"You've done your part" Mrs Low told me.. Im not to sap my energy on how they think cos i cant control it anw.. they might not even understand it in the end. I've shoved those thoughts aside.. but when i saw "stop harping on priorities, ya?", the thoughts rush back in.. I wonder why. The devil wants to get me.. but he cant. Im sorry, but my priority is God..TOP priority.. even if the whole world is against it.. It's hard i noe.. Andrew knows, Mrs Goh knows..my bros n sis in christ knows.. Jesus knows.. Im no perfect human..When such comment flash again in my mind, I start to ask have the team chose to be away from me cos of what I said? Dun be.. pls... but again, what does all that mean?

Im emotional, no qualms about that. get to understand me better, you'll know im just a fine person. I dun deny Im selfish.. cos i'm born this way.. but pls bear with me while God transform this sinful me to someone whom's desirable.

This path is hard to walk. But when i fix my eyes on God, there's nothing more to ask for than strength for me to be strong and go on. He provided animal skin for Adam n Eve even when they have sinned, the same God has provided me courage and the adequate knowledge to face the group of people, whom I treasured n whom I had upset.Just because I made a stand.