Tuesday, March 15, 2005
it's holidays!!! yay... more time perhaps, for me, to rest ba.. but i have so much to complete that i doubt i'll have the time to do so.so what's holidays man...jus another period of time to slog.
revision, training, preparation for the coming good friday event, BS, outings(how i miss my friends)... of which training takes up most of my time and energy.. i cant wait to finish As and say bye to this kinda hectic life for a moment. hee
Ailing's gonna kill me i guess.. i was so slack and tired(excuse) that i din even attempt those homework that she gave within 10 days.:x hmmm really gotta buck up during this MAR hols though it's rather short haiz.....
im so glad that God led me throughout these days. He woke me up in the morning the day after training n i was so tired that i couldnt complete my bio revision n plan for prayer meeting later..His grace is sufficient for me!! it's more than enough.. i cant imagine days without Him. Guess it'll just be meaningless cos He determined even the family that im borned to, what else can he not plan for me.n it will all be good hee.
training to do my best.. whether i get to represent the school or not. It's for the glory of God that i do my best. n i feel His presence :) though i get disappointments occasionally, i thank God that He's quick to comfort me too. Yesterday Uncle Andrew was reprimanding us...so individualistic.. not a team at all. perhaps it's really true. We have to eat humble pie. He told us about the downfall of the Malaysian team cos they were so proud after they won in the Thomas Cup, and after that they never win again. It reminded me of the AHS team too.. used to feel that we were really good and there's not many opponents. Then we fell.. hard. n it's really sad... At that point of time i really think that God wanted to teach us how to be humble..
And i think Andrew is really right about the moment of glory.. while all our medals tarnish and our reputation fades away.. it is still the bond that holds the team together and the TJ spirit stays.. the friendship and trust built stays. The moment of glory fades in comparison with these bonds and wonderful memories about how we train and fight hard together.
Jia you kk TJC badminton team, regardless of the results, we shall put up this good fight and hold our heads high when we leave the courts and TJC :)
Signing off...Tingyu^^