feel remorseful when heading home b4? the fear in you starts to build up.. fear, depression, unhappiness.. going back to the quiet place.. where you can just do your own stuff.. cos no one talks to you.. just feels that no one cares.. everyone is just so busy with their own work. And me.. I've got nothing to talk to them about.. really.. to my dad: how's work? he probably say it's alrite and that's all. he never ask about my sch.. badminton.. my life.. how im coping.. neither does my mum.. i really dunno what's on their mind. She's probably just so crossed because im identified with Jesus Christ.. and she hates Him. And she asked what is it that i want, Jesus or her. Said in a feat of anger, perhaps.

"Keep your life free from love of money, and be content with what you have, for he has said, " I will never leave you nor forsake you."So we can confidently say, "The Lord is my helper, I will not fear; what can man do to me?" Heb 13:6-7

"Father if you are willing, remove this cup from me. Nevertheless, not my will, but yours, be done." Luke 22:42

"let us run with endurance the race that is set before us, looking to Jesus, the founder and perfecter of our faith, who for the joy that was set before himendured the cross, despising the shame, and is seated at the right hand of teh throne of God."Heb 12 :1b-2