it seems like i keep crying.. im a crybaby my gosh.. but i just cant control it.. :X n it saps my energy,crying.
din go to school today, im simply too tired and felt bit sick.. flu. Stayed at home, try to reconcile with my mum.. but she just doesnt wan to listen.. no second chance i feel.it's about Christianity again..can she just leave that aside and "let's talk about other things like my studies?" she felt there was nothing more to talk about since my heart is with Jesus. I care about her, I do. Another series of harsh words came from her.. and i try, very hard not to take it to heart. but it's just so hurtful.
My stamina's going downhill.dunno y.. yesterday training was so tiring. I tot i was going to crack during PT.. it was the first time i felt that. Breathing so hard, i tot my lungs were going to burst. I was suffocating n i want to burst out in tears! Nevertheless i survived, haha. But it was quite crap lah.My stupid attitude seems to make training so meaningless again. Have all the crying drain all my energy?
I realise most people like to be around people who are bubbly and "dun think so much", just happy loh. I kinda lost that feel, not that i dun wan to be bubbly, i once was, but i duno if im still like that now... What happen to me?? I wonder.
Signing off...Tingyu^^
Just me
"Even youths grow tired and weary,
and young men stumble and fall;
but those who hope in the LORD
will renew their strength.
They will soar on wings like eagles;
they will run and not grow weary,
they will walk and not be faint." Isa 40:30-31
