Im missing you again my dear mann mann.. all of the sudden.. it's been so long since i last heard from you.. are your exams over? today's a tiring day.. tired mentally.. dunno wad im thinking also.many thoughts ran thru my mind..but it's all so confused.. jumbled up.. i cant think str.. cant think properly.dunno how to think... din play well today,wasnt focused at all.erroneous.what's wrong with me sia... old partner cried today... she wasnt focused i guess..sth on her mind i dunno.. i dunno wad to say..to comfort her.. felt so lousy. i want to play to honour God's name.. but how can i do it? i dunno..im not putting much effort.. :X in my work too i guess.. im such a sotong.. lazybum sigh. teach me not to spiritualise things O Lord..
"Even youths grow tired and weary,
and young men stumble and fall;
but those who hope in the LORD
will renew their strength.
They will soar on wings like eagles;
they will run and not grow weary,
they will walk and not be faint." Isa 40:30-31
